Andain - Beautiful Things

Beautiful Things

 

Got up early, found something’s missing
my only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck,
and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second, then nothing’s changed.
Who am I this time, where’s my name?
I guess it crept away.

No one’s calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won’t bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there’s nothing left to see.
What’s done is done, this life has got it’s hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.
I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.

I forgot that I might need,
to find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away, it’s all the same.
God won’t waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who’s gonna wait.

No one’s calling for me at the door.
and unpredictable won’t bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore.
look straight ahead, there’s nothing left to see.
what’s done is done, this life has got it’s hold on me.
just let it go, what now can never be.

Now what do I do?
can I change my mind?
did I think things through?

It was once my life - it was my life at one time.

Srpski

Ustadoh rano i ustanovih da nesto nedostaje
moje sopstveno ime.
Drugi to ne vide ali ostala sam zarobljena
i ubrzo je vecnost stigla.
Prestala sam ici svojim putem samo na sekundu i onda se vise nista nije menjalo.
Ko sam ja ovog puta, gde je moje ime?
Pretpostavljam da je negde otislo.

Niko ne trazi mene na vratima.
I nepredvidivo vise nece biti problem.
I tisinu je sve teze ignorisati
Gledaj pravo napred, tamo vise neces videti nista.
Sta je bilo, bilo je, ovaj zivot me je scepao
Ne trudi se da pretvoris sadasnjost u ono sto nikad ne moze biti
Zaboravila sam da bih mogla da vidim
toliko lepih stvari

Zaboravila sam da bih mozda trebala
da saznam sta bi zivot mogao doneti.

Nosi ovaj srecan kraj, sve je to isto
Bog nece traciti ovu jednostavnost na mogucnost.
Podigni me, probudi me, snovi ispunjavaju
ovaj trag krivice.
Zaledjena a ipak sam mislila da mogu stati,
ko ce sad cekati.

Niko ne trazi mene na vratima.
I nepredvidivo vise nece biti problem.
I tisinu je sve teze ignorisati
Gledaj pravo napred, tamo vise neces videti nista.
Sta je bilo, bilo je, ovaj zivot me je scepao
Ne trudi se da pretvoris sadasnjost u ono sto nikad ne moze biti

Sta sad mogu?
mogu li da se predomislim?
da li sam dobro razmislila?

Nekad je to bio moj zivot - jednom je to bio moj zivot.