Eminem – Deja Vu

D.M.C. we have a mid 30s male
Found down unresponsive
Possible over dose
Substance unknown
Pulse is 60 and thready
Respiration’s 8 he’s intubated
And we’re bagging him now
B.P. 90 over palp
Patient cool pale and diaphoretic
Has aspirated
G.S.C. is 3
We’ll update en route
E.T.A. 10 minutes

As I fall deeper into a manic state
I’m a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait
Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate
I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate
Start off with the NyQuil like I think I’ll just have a taste
Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate
To a harder prescription drug called Valium like ya that’s great
I go to take just one and I end up like having eight
Now I need something in my stomach cause I haven’t ate
Maybe I’ll grab a plate of nachos and I’ll have a steak
And you’d think with all I have at stake
Look at my daughter’s face… “Mommy, something is wrong with dad, I think.
He’s acting weird again he’s really beginning to scare me.
Won’t shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn’t hear me.
And all he does is eat dorritos and cheetos.
And he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat.”

Sometimes I feel so alone,
I just don’t know,
Feels like I been down this road before.
So lonely and cold.
It’s like something takes over me,
Soon as I go home and close the door.
Kinda feels like deja vu.
I wanna get away from this place I do.
But I can’t and I won’t say I tried but I know that’s a lie cause I don’t
And why? I just don’t know…

Maybe just a nice cold brew what’s a beer
That’s the devil in my ear I been sober a fucking year
And that fucker still talks to me he is all I can fucking hear
Marshall, come on, we’ll watch the game it’s the cowboys and buccaneers.
And maybe if I just drink half I’ll be half buzzed for half of the time
Who’s that mastermind behind that little line?
With that kind of rational man I got half a mind
To have another half of glass of wine sound asinine
Ya I know
But I never had no problem with alcohol
Ouch, look out for the wall aim for the couch I’m about to fall
I missed the couch and down I go looking like a bouncy ball
Shit must have knocked me out ’cause I ain’t feel the ground at all
Wow, what the fuck happened last night, where am I?
Man fuck am I hungover and god damn I got a head ache
Shit half a Vicodin, why can’t I?
“All systems ready for take off, please, stand by”

Sometimes I feel so alone,
I just don’t know,
Feels like I been down this road before,
So lonely and cold,
It’s like something takes over me,
Soon as I go home and close the door,
Kinda feels like deja vu.
I wanna get away from this place I do.
But I can’t and I won’t say I tried but I know that’s a lie cause I don’t
And why? I just don’t know…

So I take a vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ah
A couple weeks go by it ain’t even like I’m getting high
Now I need it just not to feel sick ya I’m getting by
Wouldn’t even be taking this shit if Deshaun didn’t die
Oh ya there’s an excuse you lose proof so you use
There’s new rules it’s cool if it’s helping you to get through
It’s twelve noon ain’t no harm in self inducing a snooze
What else is new? Fuck it, what would Elvis do in your shoes?
Now here I am three months later full blown relapse
Just get high until the kids get home from school, relax
And since I’m convinced that I’m insomniac
I need these pills to be able to sleep so I take 3 naps
Just to be able to function throughout the day let’s see
That’s an Ambien each nap how many Valium? Three.
And that will average out to about one good hours sleep
OK, so now you see the reason how come he
Has taken four years just to put out an album beat
See me and you we almost had the same outcome Heath
Cause that Christmas you know the pneumonia whole thing
It was Bologna was it the methadone ya think
Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos
Your VCR tape cases with your Ambient CR great places to hide ain’t it
So you can lie to Hallie
I’m going beddy bye Whitney baby good night Alaina
Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in ambulance
They said they found me on the bathroom floor… Damn

Sometimes I feel so alone,
I just don’t know,
Feels like I been down this road before,
So lonely and cold,
It’s like something takes over me,
Soon as I go home and close the door.
Kinda feels like deja vu.
I wanna get away from this place I do.
But I can’t and I won’t say I tried but I know that’s a lie cause I don’t.
And why? I just don’t know…

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D.M.C. imamo jednog muškarca u srednjim tridesetim
Nađen bez svesti
Verovatno predoziran
Nepoznata supstanca
Puls 60 i isprekidan
Respiracija 8, intubiran
Ventiliramo ga
Pritisak 90, palpiranjem
Pacijent hladan, bled i znojav
Aspirirao je

Indeks kome 3
Javljaćemo se uz put
Stižemo za 10 minuta

Dok sve dublje zapadam u manično stanje
Ja sam glavni kandidat da nasledim sklonost narkomaniji
Pritisak dramatično raste
Izgleda da gravitiram ka bočici NyQuil a onda slinim
Krenem sa NyQuil kao da mislim da ću samo probati
Par gutljaja toga i onda postepeno napredujem
Ka jačem leku na recept pod nazivom Valijum, u stilu – da, to je odlično
Krenem od jednog i završim sa osam
Sad mi treba da ubacim nešto u usta jer nisam jeo
Možda uzmem tanjir nachosa i pojedem odrezak
I čovek bi pomislio da imam u vidu sve što bih mogao izgubiti
Pogledaj lice moje kćeri… “Mama, mislim da nešto nije u redu s tatom.
Opet se ponaša čudno, stvarno počinje da me plaši.
Opet neće da se brije i pravi se da me ne čuje.
I sve vreme samo jede dorritos i cheetos.
I upravo je zaspao u kolima jedući čokoladice na zadnjem sedištu.”

Ponekad se osećam tako usamljeno,
Prosto ne znam,
Imam osećaj da sam ovo već prošao.
Tako sam usamljen i hladno mi je.
Kao da me nešto zaposedne.,
Uskoro, dok idem kući i zatvaram vrata.
Nekako mi se čini kao deža vu.
Želim da pobegnem odavde, zaista.
Ali ne mogu i ne kažem da sam probao ali znam da je to laž jer ni ne pokušavam
A zašto? Jednostavno ne znam…

Možda samo jedno hladno piće, šta je jedno pivo
To je đavo što mi šapuće na uvo, trezan sam već jbnih godinu dana
A taj jbvetar mi se i dalje obraća, on je sve što čujem, jbt
Maršale, hajde, gledaćemo utakmicu, igraju Kauboji protiv Pirata.
I možda, ako popijem samo pola, biću napola pripit pola vremena
Koji je to pametnjaković smislio?
Tako rezonuje polovina mene
Da popijem drugu polovinu čaše vina zvuči glupo
Da, znam
Ali ja nikad nisam imao problem sa alkoholom
Jao, pazi na zid, ciljaj na kauč, pašću
Promašio sam kauč i padam dole kao loptica skočica
To čudo mora da me je ošinulo jer nisam ni osetio kad sam roknuo
Au, šta se koji k… desilo sinoć, gde sam?
Jbt, čoveče, mamuran sam i dođavola, boli me glava
Pola Vikodina, zašto ne bih?
“Sve spremno za poletanje, molim, sačekajte”

Ponekad se osećam tako usamljeno,
Prosto ne znam,
Imam osećaj da sam ovo već prošao.
Tako sam usamljen i hladno mi je.
Kao da me nešto zaposedne.,
Uskoro, dok idem kući i zatvaram vrata.
Nekako mi se čini kao deža vu.
Želim da pobegnem odavde, zaista.
Ali ne mogu i ne kažem da sam probao ali znam da je to laž jer ni ne pokušavam
A zašto? Jednostavno ne znam…

I tako popijem Vikodin, buć, stigne mi u stomak i ah
Prođe par nedelja, to čak i nije kao da se drogiram
Sada mi je neophodan samo da se ne bih osećao bolesno, da preživim
Ne bih ni uzimao ovo čudo da Deshaun nije umro
Oh da, eto izgovora, izgubiš Proofa pa se drogiraš
Vladaju nova pravila, to je kul ako ti pomaže da preživiš
Podne je, nema ničeg lošeg u tome ako popiješ tablete za spavanje
Šta još ima novo? Jbš ga, šta bi Elvis uradio na tvom mestu?
I eto me sad, tri meseca kasnije, ponovo sam poklekao
Samo se uradi dok se deca ne vrate kući iz škole, opusti se
I budući da sam ubeđen da patim od nesanice,
ove tablete su mi potrebne da bih mogao spavati i tako 3 puta odremam
Samo da bih mogao da funkcionišem tokom dana, da vidimo
To je po jedan Ambien za svako dremanje, koliko Valijuma? Tri.
I to će u proseku biti oko jedan sat dobrog sna
OK, sada vam je jasano zašto mu je
trebalo četiri godine samo da izda jedan album
Vidiš, ti i ja, Heath, zamalo da isto završimo
Jer, onog Božića, znaš kad je bila ona frka oko upale pluća
To su koještarije, misliš da je bio metadon
ili hidrokodin koji čuvaš u pornićima
U kutijama od video kaseta, zajedno sa Ambient CR, super mesta za sakrivanje, zar ne
Pa tako možeš lagati Hejli
Idem u krevet, ćao Vitni dušo, laku noć Alena
Odeš u sobu i zalupiš vrata spavaće sobe i probudiš se u hitnoj pomoći
Kažu da su me našli na podu kupatila… Prokletstvo!

Ponekad se osećam tako usamljeno,
Prosto ne znam,
Imam osećaj da sam ovo već prošao.
Tako sam usamljen i hladno mi je.
Kao da me nešto zaposedne.,
Uskoro, dok idem kući i zatvaram vrata.
Nekako mi se čini kao deža vu.
Želim da pobegnem odavde, zaista.
Ali ne mogu i ne kažem da sam probao ali znam da je to laž jer ni ne pokušavam
A zašto? Jednostavno ne znam…

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